True Discovery
We are married for close to 20 years. After 18 years she started she started fucking a man she met at work. It just happened. I don’t know why. I remember I discovered it when she came home late from a business meeting they had both attended. When I undressed her she was totally wet. Her panties were soaked and she was ready to fuck me almost immediately.
I didn’t say a word nor did she; no wild tear filled confessions; I just was so hot to have her that I didn’t care. In fact I was completely taken over by lust for her as she passively allowed me this moment of discovery. But I did’t let on that I knew and I fucked her hard that night, as hard and relentless as I ever. And she fucked me back in a delirious state of lust. I was captivated so much that I fucked her about every two hours the whole weekend as she just kept bringing her lustful self to my attention. Still not a word was mentioned of her indiscretions and her boldly tantalizing cheating silence.
About 1:30 a. m. Monday morning I woke up with a very stiff hard-on.
I was leaking precum and shaking very slightly as I involuntarily moved my hips up trying to get her to touch me again. But had she stopped.
My alarm went off at 6 a. m. But I had already been awake for a half hour because about 5:30 she had done the same thing she as earlier by giving me a full and pulsing erection. Up till about a minute before the alarm went off she had been stroking me lightly with her thumb and forefinger but then she stopped. As the alarm went off I was very hard and needful. I tried several times to get her interested but she told me no. She was too tired. So I let her be, even knowing she was the one who had made me this hard in the first place. I even noticed she was almost pink from the pre-climax mess she had worked herself into. As I got out of bed I noticed her eyes went straight to my very hard cock. She smiled as I walked to the shower and got dressed for work.
All day long I felt like I was on the verge on bursting into full mast. I couldn’t stop thinking about my discovery, the wild weekend of passion and my wife enjoying keeping me on edge all night long. I was exhausted, sleep deprived and yet so sexually charged.
That evening she came home very late from work and again she was drenched and lustful. I’m rewarded with an evening of fucking and a night of teasing. I can't explain it. I don’t care. I’m consumed and captivated by it all. And it all started with her fucking that guy. Last year he moved away and our sex life almost died until three month ago. I made another discovery. She is fucking someone else now at least three or four times a month. I know she is because she keeps letting me discover it on a regular basis. My mind is racing constantly and I am totally rapt into this thing. She keeps fucking him, fucking me, keeps me hard at night and needful all day.
I am assertive. I am a successful business man, slim, charming, have a big dick and I am described by many girls as “sexy. ” When I’m on the road, I can easily go to a restaurant or bar and pick up a girl if I want. But I never do go all the way with anyone. I never even get to the kissing I just flirt shamelessly. I always end up in my hotel alone thinking about my wife with that guy and her teasing my cock. I never allow myself release until I get home hoping to be rewarded by making another passive discovery.
Though it is intensely sexual to have her stimulate me and keep me hard, and even a bit erotic to be denied; I am caught between enjoying her little "secret game" and wanting to know more. I don't want to harm her fun by needing to know too much. Ultimately it is her that I want to be happy and satisfied. I am glad she is finding satisfaction in taking control.
Your advise is welcome.