True Discovery
We are married for close to 20 years. After 18 years she started she started fucking a man she met at work. It just happened. I don’t know why. I remember I discovered it when she came home late from a business meeting they had both attended. When I undressed her she was totally wet. Her panties were soaked and she was ready to fuck me almost immediately.
I didn’t say a word nor did she; no wild tear filled confessions; I just was so hot to have her that I didn’t care. In fact I was completely taken over by lust for her as she passively allowed me this moment of discovery. But I did’t let on that I knew and I fucked her hard that night, as hard and relentless as I ever. And she fucked me back in a delirious state of lust. I was captivated so much that I fucked her about every two hours the whole weekend as she just kept bringing her lustful self to my attention. Still not a word was mentioned of her indiscretions and her boldly tantalizing cheating silence.
About 1:30 a. m. Monday morning I woke up with a very stiff hard-on.
I was leaking precum and shaking very slightly as I involuntarily moved my hips up trying to get her to touch me again. But had she stopped.
My alarm went off at 6 a. m. But I had already been awake for a half hour because about 5:30 she had done the same thing she as earlier by giving me a full and pulsing erection. Up till about a minute before the alarm went off she had been stroking me lightly with her thumb and forefinger but then she stopped. As the alarm went off I was very hard and needful. I tried several times to get her interested but she told me no. She was too tired. So I let her be, even knowing she was the one who had made me this hard in the first place. I even noticed she was almost pink from the pre-climax mess she had worked herself into. As I got out of bed I noticed her eyes went straight to my very hard cock. She smiled as I walked to the shower and got dressed for work.
All day long I felt like I was on the verge on bursting into full mast. I couldn’t stop thinking about my discovery, the wild weekend of passion and my wife enjoying keeping me on edge all night long. I was exhausted, sleep deprived and yet so sexually charged.
That evening she came home very late from work and again she was drenched and lustful.
I am assertive. I am a successful business man, slim, charming, have a big dick and I am described by many girls as “sexy. ” When I’m on the road, I can easily go to a restaurant or bar and pick up a girl if I want. But I never do go all the way with anyone. I never even get to the kissing I just flirt shamelessly. I always end up in my hotel alone thinking about my wife with that guy and her teasing my cock. I never allow myself release until I get home hoping to be rewarded by making another passive discovery.
Though it is intensely sexual to have her stimulate me and keep me hard, and even a bit erotic to be denied; I am caught between enjoying her little "secret game" and wanting to know more. I don't want to harm her fun by needing to know too much. Ultimately it is her that I want to be happy and satisfied. I am glad she is finding satisfaction in taking control.
Your advise is welcome.