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2010-05-06
I can't believe what happened yesterday. Everyone has fantasies, some of them wild, some taboo but you never think that any of them will really come true. I never thought that I would be so eager to share a secret like this, but then I have never had a secret like this to share. Let me first set the stage; it all began four years ago when we moved in to our new house.
I had just graduated from my PhD program at Stanford; my studies were in history and international conflicts. I had landed a great job due in part to my research in the Middle East, great timing with all of the drama in that region. I was part of a think tank that offers advice to the government. The pay was out of this world. I had never expected to make much, I had been planning on a teacher’s salary, but at $350K per year to start, I was stoked to be where I was.
I needed the money; I had married young and worked hard to put myself through school. I had also procreated with abandon, four kids later I was in deep financial stress. But now with all of this money it was great to have some freedom. We bought a nice sized house in a great neighborhood, complete with pool and Jacuzzi.
The neighborhood turned out to be great, plenty of young kids and great people. My oldest daughter was 18 at the time just about to turn 16. There were not a lot of girls her age on our block and so she spent much of her time alone reading.
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I was not worried, it was summer still and I was confident that she would find a friend when school started.
One day my older daughter Sarah came in the door talking to someone else. It was another girl’s voice and they both sounded excited.
“Oh my gosh, I live behind you!”Said the unknown girl.
“Do you want to go swimming?”Sarah asked?
“I can just climb the fence and get my suit!” Said the new voice.
I looked out the window of my study to see what was going on. They both walked outside, Sarah followed by her new friend. She had blond hair and was quite a bit shorter than Sarah. They both walked over to the fence, it was cinder block and quite high. Her new friend grabbed the top of the fence and tried to jump up, but it was too high. After a few attempts Sarah offered her a boost. Even with the boost she could not reach the top to get over. They both started laughing at their failed attempts.
I remembered seeing an old ladder on the side of the house and walked outside to retrieve it. I first walked over to introduce myself and meet Sarah’s new friend.
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“Hey Sarah, who is your friend?”I asked the giggling girls.
“Hey, dad, this is Kayla. She lives behind us and we were trying to get her over the fence so she can get her bathing suit on, we want to swim. ”
Kayla had a cute face with eyes that almost sparkled when she smiled. She said hello and bit her lip, looking at me in an almost seductive way. The effect on me was quite shocking, it instantly turned me on. I drove the thoughts out of my mind as I looked at the cinder block fence.
“Well, I don’t think you two will ever get over that without some help. ”I stated, intending to mention the ladder on the side of the house. Kayla interrupted me.
“Your tall, here help me up. ”She bounded over to me and pulled me to the fence then put her hands on my shoulders. “Squat down with your back to the wall. ”I did as instructed. She kicked off her flip flops and placed her foot on my knee, stepping up she pushed her small breasts into my face while grabbing for the top of the fence.
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She held there for a second then stood up and put her foot on my shoulder, I looked up and could see her white panties through the leg of her hot short cut-offs. She grunted and pulled up on the fence pushing her crotch against my face.
“Push me up,” she said straining. I grabbed her leg and tried to push up but my hand slipped as she started laughing and kicking around. I grabbed her butt with my other hand and started to lift. My hand slipped more and went under her shorts; I could feel the heat from her crotch on my fingers.
“Oh, sorry,” I said and started to let go.
“No!Don’t let go!I’m almost there. ”She said. As she pulled up I pushed with my hands. Although she was light, her wiggling was making it difficult to lift her, she started laughing and my fingers slipped more and I could defiantly feel her crotch with my fingers, it felt hot and slightly damp. I expected her to jump but she just laughed and wiggled more, rubbing my fingers against her. I grabbed her butt fully with my other hand and lifted her up, removing my hand from under her shorts and set her on top of the fence.
I felt flustered and embarrassed, I clenched my hand and could feel some wetness on the finger tips. I look up at her lying on top of the cinderblocks and laughing uncontrollably.
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“Are you ok,” I said, “I am sorry, but you were wiggling around and I could not get a hold of you. ”I wanted her to understand that my hand up her shorts was a mistake.
“Oh, god, that was sooo funny. I’m fine, you were just tickling me. ”She smiled at me. It was then I noticed that her smiles held a seductive quality to them. It was her eyes. She quieted and looked at me. “Thank you. ”She said as she slipped over the fence.
I went around the house to get the ladder. My fingers seems to be on fire as I walked, once around the house I could nor resist and lifted them to my nose. I could smell the unmistakable smell of her sex on my fingers. Light but defiantly there. On impulse I placed each finger in my mouth and licked off the moisture.
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It was just enough to taste for a moment. My cock was raging in my shorts as I grabbed the ladder and walked it over to the fence, placing it so they could get to each others house easier.
Sarah thanked me and climbed over to Kayla’s yard.
I walked into the house and up to my room. I felt shaky and aroused. I could not get the image of her and the smell of her and her taste out of my mind. I was hard, so hard it was pulsing. I smelled my fingers again, her scent was almost gone. I again placed my fingers in my mouth; I thought I could still taste her. My cock pulsing I close my eyes and picture her smile. I know that this is wrong but all of my senses are alive and I need some release.
I went into my closet and pull my shorts down; with my fingers in my mouth I start to stroke my cock, picturing her crotch pressed up against my face as she climbed the fence. I keep up the pace for a couple of minutes then start to feel my climax coming.
“Daddy?”Said a voice from the hallway outside my room, followed by another voice, “Daddy?”Sarah was the first and Kayla was the second.
I pull up my shorts quickly and pull my shirt over my throbbing cock.
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I can hear them walking into my room giggling. I lean out of my closet and peak around the corner hiding my erection.
“In here, what do you need?”My voice is horse and I feel a little light headed.
Sarah walks around the corner with her bathing suit on, “do you want to come swimming with us?”She asks. She is never one to ask me to go swimming with her and I found the question odd.
“You want me to go swimming with you?”I asked.
Kayla, who has been hiding behind her walked into view. She was wearing a very small, very revealing two piece string bikini swimming suite. In contrast to my daughter’s one piece bathing suite she looked much older. I immediately notice how small but mature her body is, standing next to my daughter’s very immature body. I feel the lust in my loins again and almost shudder as my body boils; I was so close to release before they walked in.
“Ya, we want to play Marco, polo and we need another person, please daddy. ” Kayla said and smiled in that seductive way that makes it impossible for any man to say no.
“Ok,” I say, “just let me change into my suit. ”
Sarah turns and walks out of my room and I can hear her running down the stairs to the pool.
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Kayla stays, she is looking at her body the mirror that sits outside my closet. She puts her hands over her head and lifts up her hair. I can see the sides of her breasts, pale and soft. My eyes wander down her body as she turns to look at her backside. Her youthful curiosity and lack of self conscious at me watching excites me. He bottom is curvy, a little big for her body but with that youthful tightness and firmness.
I look up and our eyes catch, I instantly blush but she just smiles. Turning she lets out a laugh. “Hurry up daddy. ”She says as she runs out of the room and down to the pool.
I take a couple deep breaths and try and calm myself. I was so close to climax that I can feel the cum, ready to release. My shirt is wet with precum.
I consider finishing but, from experience, I know that I would stay hard for the next half hour. It is better to calm down and let my hard on go away.
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I start to change into my suit and walk downstairs to get a towel. I stop and make a drink, I walk out into my garage and dig out my hidden bottle of rum and add two shots and take one shot from the bottle. I am not allowed to have alcohol in the house but there is an unspoken agreement that it is ok as long as it is hidden in the garage.
I walk out to the pool and into the bright summer sun.
The girls are both swimming around, diving for the toy rings that sit on the bottom of the pool. I place my towel on a lounge chair and put my feet in the pool. It is summer warm, like a bath and feels good. It is a hot day and I take a drink and lay back on the deck, letting the sun warm my body.
I hear the girls whisper and giggle then move out of the pool. I keep my eyes closed and wait for the splash of water that I know is coming.
“WAKE UP!”they both playfully yell and water splashes on my face and body. I look up and see Sarah shaking her wet hair over my head. Kayla is straddling me and shaking her hair also. I laugh and cover my head, feinting surprise. Kayla loses her balance and unexpectedly sits down on my stomach.
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I let out a grunt and she falls back against my legs.
She is laughing and collapses laying her head on my chest and pushes her body against my crotch. Sarah jumps back into the pool while Kayla lays on my chest laughing. When she gains control she sits up and puts her hands on my chest, slightly grinding her butt against my now growing cock. I move uncomfortably, not wanting her to know of my condition. She digs her nails in slightly and stands up, her hands still on my chest and her breasts almost falling out of her top. I look down at her breasts quickly, feigning the sun in my eyes. I can see her hard nipples poking through the fabric, one areola slightly exposed.
She stands fully up, turns and dives into the pool. I am fully at attention, and in a swimming suit it is hard to hide so I quickly slip into the pool after her. I turn to the wall and grab my drink, letting my feet float out behind me.
The girls continue to play in the water as I sip my drink and let the blood return to my body. The water is warm and the undulations from the girls swimming along with the rush of alcohol rock my body. I start again to picture her crotch against my face while she was climbing the fence, the feel of her wet moist. I stop myself as my cock starts to harden again.
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Setting my drink down I dip under the water and push to the other side of the pool.
When I surface the girls are there, “lets play Marco Polo!”
Sara is it first and we both move away as she swims around. A couple of times she almost gets me and Kayla but we dive under. Kayla swims over and gets behind me, hiding. Her hands are gently placed on my back and she slightly digs her nails into my skin. I flinch a little and go to move away but she jumps on my back and hangs on as I swim under the water. We surface and she hugs her hands around my neck and wraps her legs around me. Her heals find there way to my crotch and trap my cock, between them.
“Wo,” I start to say, but she lets it go just as I start to react. Her feet cross with her heals on my now hardening cock.
I lean against the side of the pool. “Polo” I answer. I can feel the heat from her crotch on the small of my back.
“Polo” we both say as Sara moves closer. She grinds slightly against me and rakes her nails softly across my chest.
I am now at full staff.
Sara is right in front of us but looking the wrong way. “Marco?” she says.
I start to say Polo but Kayla pulls her feet up and puts them against my hips and pushes me away toward Sara. She feel the water move and grabs in my direction, I try to dodge but she gets my arm. Her eyes open and she squeals in delight. “I got you dad, your it!”
I go over and take another drink, then dip my head into the pool counting to 18 with my fingers above the water.
“Marco”I say, listening for the answer.
“Polo,” I can tell the girls are together at the other end of the pool. I dip under and push off the wall, jetting across the bottom. When I am halfway across I stop abruptly and surface.
“Marco” I say, I can hear them moving, I have surprised them by surfacing in the middle, they thought I was going to swim all the way across.
“Polo,” Sara is to my right and Kayla is to my left. I dip under the water again and stand still. I surface again and move backwards a little.
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“Marco,” I say again.
“Polo,”it feels like someone is very close behind me. I reach back quickly and grasp nothing but water. I feel water moving between my leg and hear Sara laughing. Kayla must have swam under my legs.
“Marco,” I say again.
I get a laughing polo from the girls. I swim toward the edge of the pool and start walking the parameter.
“Marco. ”
“Polo. ”
“Marco. ”
“Polo. ”
I come around to the bench where it feels like the water is moving and reach out to grab. I feel a body and reach with both hands and pull towards me.
“Gottcha! I say and open my eyes.
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It is Kayla with a big surprised smile on her face, I smile back then realize that my left hand is holding her breast. The fabric has pulled over it halfway exposing her nipple.
“Oh, sorry. ”I let go and back away. She adjust her breast back into the suit and jumps up on the step. I guess it’s my turn! She says and dives over my head into the water. Her hands surface and start counting down from 10.
My cheeks are burning red and I quickly swim over to take another drink. I can still picture the her nipple, hard and small. Her breast was so soft and supple, My hand is burning where I touched her.
“MARCO,”she calls at the top of her voice.
“Polo,” we both answer. Kayla takes her time in stalking us. I move under the water, trying to get away, but each time I surface she is nearer to me. I suspect she is cheeting and opening her eyes under the water.
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She is about four feet in front of me and moving backwards with her hands spread out. I am cornered in the shallow end of the pool.
She turns around and stands with her hands spread out. Her nipples are erect and I can’t take my eyes off of her chest as she starts walking toward me with a smile on her face. I as squatting in the water my face even with her breasts. I know that when she grabs me my face will be buried between them, even though I know it is wrong my cock hardens at the thought.
“Marco,”she says with a smile. I start to answer polo but before I can form the words Kayla opens her eyes and turns, “FISH OUT OF WATER!”she says.
Sure enough Sara is out of the pool and sneaking around getting ready to jump into the pool and scare Kayla.
Sara laughs and jumps in counting with her hands. I move over to take another drink. Kayla follows and takes the drink from my hand and takes a bigh gulp. She chokes a little on the rum then smiles and takes another big swig. I take the drink from her hands and set it on the edge of the pool.
She frowns and pouts out her lower lip.
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I smile and answer Polo to Sara and start to move away. Kayla again grabs the drink, move toward her to take it away but she holds it out of reach and turns pushing her butt against me. I grab her waist in one arm and reach for the drink but she half turns and wiggles away. She takes another drink and smiles.
“Polo,”we both answer to Sara who is at the other end of the pool. She is moving away from me drinking as fast as she can. I dart forward and grab her hips and pull her toward me. She wraps her legs around my waist and grinds her crotch into my cock, which has never gone down all the way, making it instantly hard again. My breath catches in my throat and I instinctively pull her hips toward me, grinding even harder. She puts one hand around my shoulders and smiles, moving her hips slightly, and takes another drink, then hands me the cup. It is almost gone and I finish it off. And set the cup on the side of the pool.
I place my hands on her hips again, holding her against me, she puts her hands around my neck and wraps her feet tighter. I can see her hard nipples poking out of her suit. She smiles at my admiration and squeezes again with her legs.
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Sara is moving close to us so we part. The water against my cock feels extra cold, and I realize it was due to the heat from her against me.
Kayla swims over toward Sara and gets easily caught. Sara says it’s her turn but Kayla does not want to swim any more. She just wants to sit in the sun.
I get out of the pool and walk quickly inside as the girls set up their lounges for tanning. I wrap the towel around me to hide my erection and make my self another drink.
“Dad,” Sara calls, “can you make us some hamburgers?”
“Sure thing,” I answer. I head out to the garage to get the hamburger meat and put another dash of rum in my drink. I walk behind the car and reach into my liquor box and pull out the rum. The door to the house opens and closes, I look over but don’t see anyone.
“Sara?”I ask, but nobody answers. I set my drink down and fill it up with the rum and put the bottle back with the others. I mix it with my finger and take a drink, then walk to the back yard to start the grill.
Sara is rubbing on sun tan lotion, I notice that Kayla is missing.
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The grill started I go back inside to get the meat and realize that I forgot to get it from the freezer in the garage.
Setting my drink down I walk back into the garage, I hear a bottle clink as I close the door and I walk around the car. Kayla is trying to quietly place a bottle back into my liquor box.
“What are you doing?”I ask, surprising her. She jumps and shrieks is surprise, that quickly dissolves into laughter.
“You scared me,” she says holding a bottle behind her back. I step forward and reach behind her, taking the bottle. I don’t even have to look at it, I can smell the peach schnapps on her breath. She smiles at me with a shrug.
“What would your parents think if you came home drunk the first time over at our house. ”I ask, “I don’t think they would let you come over again. ”I reach down behind her to place the bottle back into the box. Kayla steps forward a little and brushes her breast against my face and places her hand around my back giving me a hug. Her firm nipple is pressed against my lips and she squeezes me.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t think you would let me.
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My parents won’t even know, they are out until tomorrow. Also, they let me drink a little at home so it’s normal for me. I just wanted a little buzz while I lie in the sun. I’ll ask from now on, ok. ”
I open my mouth to reply and her nipple edges in between my lips. I put my tongue against the fabric covering her nipple, “well, just don’t let anyone know. ”I say as she squeezes against me. My moving lips pinch her nipple slightly and her breath catches. I stand up and she readjusts, wrapping her arms around my waist and hugging her body against mine.
“Don’t worry,”she says, “I’m really good at keeping secrets. ”She looks up at me and smiles then lets go and walks into the house.
I take a deep breath, this is going a little too far for me. It started as a game but now it is really obvious what is happening. I get the hamburger and go out to put them on the grill. My drink in hand I grill up some burgers and bring them out to the girls.
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“Thanks dad,” they both say.
“Your welcome, I have some work to do, you girls have fun and remember to drink lots of water. It’s a hot day. ”
I walk back into the house and upstairs to take a shower. I resist the urge to masturbate in the shower, fully thinking that Kayla will walk in at the wrong/right time and I would not be able to control my self. When I am done I get dressed and take my burger and drink down into my office. I look out the window where the girls are sunbathing. Kayla is laying on her back with her top untied and so is Sara. The boom box is playing a local rock station.
I busy myself checking my email and getting bills organized. After a few minutes I look over at the girls. Kayla is laying on her back with her breasts in full view. I look away, then realize that there is no way she can see into the house. Sara has not noticed and is still laying on her back. The girls are talking but I can’t hear what they are saying over the radio.
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Her tits are small but perky and firm. The little red nipples are hard and stiff in the sun. Kayla stands up next to her chair and Sara looks up. She is surprised at Kayla’s nudity and looks around in shock. Kayla points around indicating that there is no way anyone can see. Sara motions at my office window and Kayla turns and looks also. I freeze, thinking they can see me.
Kayla puts her hands to her mouth and calls out, “hey dad, are you in your office?”I don’t answer. Kayla looks back at Sara and points up to the second floor, indicating that I am most likely in my room. Sara looks a little uncomfortable but smiles.
Kayla puts her hands on the straps of her bikini bottoms and pulls them down. For just a moment I see a peak of her peach from behind. She throws her bottoms playfully at Sara who shrieks and laughs. Kayla sits back down and lies back in the sun.
Sara looks around again then over at Kayla.
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She sits up holding her bikini top to her chest and examines Kayla’s body tentatively. Kayla has just the start of hair on her pussy, wispy and fine like a small landing strip. Her lips are tight firm, just a slit.
Sara leans back and closes her eyes and pulls her top to the side exposing her breasts. I am shocked to see this. Since she has started to develop she has been very private. Her breasts are small and white, with puffy nipples. I look away, not wanting to examine my daughter and try and work. My mind is stalled and I cannot even see the words on the screen. All I can think of is the young naked next door neighbor sunning herself in my backyard. I look over again and Kayla has her legs spread open.
I remember my binoculars on the book shelf and without thinking step over and pick them up. Feeling like a peeping tom I put them to my eyes and focus in on her. Her lips are open slightly, I pan down her body. Little drops of sweat are on her chest and I focus on her left breast.
The nipple is hard still, my cock strains as I pan down further. Her fine hair looks so beautiful on her mons. I focus on her labia, the tight outer lips are parted slightly and her two inner lips are butterflyed out and glistening in the sun. I can clearly see her hard clit on the top barely poking out.
I reach a hand down and unzip my pants, I can’t help myself now. I stay focused on her pussy and start to stroke myself, remembering the taste of her on my fingers earlier. Her body moves and I look over the glasses. They are still in the same position but Kayla’s hand is now on her pussy. I look through them again focusing on her pussy again. Her fingers are gently brushing against her pussy, playing gently with her clit. I stroke faster, feeling my body tighten.
Her finger starts to move in slow circles on her clit and she rolls her hips slightly. I can see her juices glistening from her lips as she pleasures herself. I look up at Sara who is oblivious to her friend’s activities. Sara’s breasts are still exposed to the sun.
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I look back at Kayla; her mouth is open as her hand moves.
Back to the binoculars, I am having trouble focusing as I am stroking faster, getting to almost climax. I get them centered on her pussy just in time to see her finger dip between her lips and into her moist opening. Her hips roll again as she dips in and out gently. I feel my cum start to rise. Kayla circles her clit then takes two fingers into herself. This is too much for me and I climax. Although I try to stay centered on her I can’t hold the glasses still. I set the glasses down and lean back in the chair. I can see her fingering herself and my cum flies over the floor. I grunt and breath heavily, I can tell she is also cumming as her other hand reaches up and pinches her nipple. For twenty seconds we both orgasm together, it is surreal; dangerous but safe. My climax subsides and I feel a little light headed. I close my eyes and lean back, taking a deep breath. I can still see the vision of her pussy in my head.
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I lay still for a couple of minutes as my cock softens and I get my breath back. I feel the euphoria usually associated with sex, I have never felt this after masturbating. I look out at the girls and Kayla is standing up and wrapping a towel around herself and walking inside. I put my cock away and grab a Kleenex to wipe my cum off of the side of my desk and the floor. Sara is also up and putting her top back on, as the back door opens. It take the handful of Kleenex and throw it in the trashcan. As a last thought I reach over and close the blinds to the window. The room is instantly very dark except the light from my computer screen.
Kayla rounds the corner to my office, “Hey dad,” she says. She looks at the blinds, they are swaying slightly, and smiles a little. Her face is flushed. Sara walks up behind her and sees me.
“How long have you been down here?” Sara asks with a little shock.
“I just walked down,” I lie. “What can I do for you girls?” I try and act as if nothing has happened.
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Kayla walks in and sits on one of the chairs in front of my desk. The towel is short and when she sits I can see her pussy.
“We were going to change and go to a movie at the mall and wanted to know if you wanted to come also. ”My eyes are drawn to her pussy but I quickly look away and over at Sara.
“You want me to come to a movie with you?”I ask her. She shrugs, I can tell that this is the first she has heard of it. “Well I can take you but I have some work to do here. ”I say.
“We can ride our bikes, right Sara?”Kayla says looking over shoulder. I look back at her pussy, it is pressed against the leather of the chair as she twists her body to look at Sara.
“Sure, can we have some money for the movie dad. ” Sara asks me. I look up at Sara and smile.
I open the drawer to my desk and pull out some cash. Kayla stands up and leans over the desk and takes the money.
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“Thank you,” she says and grabs my face and gives me a peck on the lips. I can smell her sex on her fingers.
Kayla bounces out of the room and grabs Sara, “lets go take a shower at my house. ”She says and pulls Sara with her.
They leave and I look at the chair where Kayla was sitting. I stand and walk over. I can see a wet spot where her pussy was pressed against it. I feel a little odd doing it but I kneel down and smell the spot. It is her pussy juice, it smells musky and sweet. I place my tongue into it and the taste makes my cock stand up again. I pull my cock out and place the tip of it in the juice, getting a little on it. I don’t know why, but it excites me to have it on my cock. I start stroking again as start to lick up her juices from the chair, imagining it is her pussy. The taste is incredible and I quickly cum again. I clean up my mess and wipe up the chair.
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I sit back and think about the day. She is too young. This game is dangerous for both of us and I am a little upset that I let it get away from me. Although what happened is wrong, at least it did not go too far. But as far as it went, it is still too far for my. I resolve in my mind to put a stop to this.
I didn’t know then how hard that would be. .
