This is mostly a true story.  Names, places, and some ages have been changed.  No illegal acts were committed. If you like this story, please write at tellme8888@aol. com.  I can give you some additional details to the story.
What To Tell My Daughter
Chapter 1
         There I sat, at the kitchen table, looking into the eyes of my 18 year old daughter.  Twenty minutes ago she walked into the basement and saw something I had hoped nobody would ever find out about.  She was supposed to be in school for another 2 hours.
         “I know that you’re confused and upset.  But I will try to explain, if you will let me†I told her.
         “What is there to explain? I saw my mother, naked in the basement, getting her brains fucked out! I saw you cheating on my father.  I saw you begging a black man the fuck you†she yelled at me.
         “How could you do that? Hell, you won’t even let me date a black person! And there you were fucking one†she continued.
         “It’s not that simple.  It’s never that simple†I said.
         It was hard looking at my daughter at that moment.  She was so much like me, something I had always been proud of.  Both of us were the same size and shape.  At 5’1†and 110 lbs we both were in very good shape.  We both had long blond hair.  My breast and butt are a little bigger than Cindy, but she turns a lot of heads with what she has, even at 14. Â
         With a tear in her eye, she sat back down and told me to try and explain what I was doing.  I told her that I would start with some basic history.  I knew that she knew most of this stuff, but I needed a starting place that would help her see how this all got started.
         She already knew that her father was raised in this neighborhood.  She knew that this house was his boyhood home.  She also knew that his parents, her grandparents, were killed in a car wreck when she was 3 years old.  They had left us the house.
         At that point I moved into details she knew very little about.  I told her that the neighborhood had changed a lot from when your father was a boy.  The neighborhood was an even mix of black and white and was considered upper middleclass.  When we moved back to the neighborhood it was mostly black and was now a rather poor place to be.  I explained to her that I had not been raised around anything other that white people.  I wasn’t sure what we getting ourselves into.
         Your father knew enough of the locals to feel comfortable here.  He told me that the rules in a place like this were very simple.  If the people in this neighborhood liked you they would go out of their way to be friendly.  If they didn’t like you, thought that you might be prejudice, or were scared of them, then they could make your life a living hell.  Just relax.  They’re people, simple as that.
         He was right.  We met several nice couples but it seemed that it was mostly the men in the neighborhood that came around to visit with your father.  I got comfortable about everything except one.  I told her that one of her father’s oldest friends kept hitting on me.  He made it very clear that he would like to “welcome me to the neighborhood, the black kind of way. â€Â I didn’t know what that meant exactly, but I wasn’t interested.
         I followed your father’s advice and did everything I could to say no, but to not piss him off.  He was a very important man around here.  I wanted no trouble.  I would put him off by asking him things like “what would your wife say†or “I feel very welcome here with things the way they areâ€.
         I explained to Cindy that she had just turned 5 and was starting a special pre-school program we found for her.  Cindy said that she remembered that school and how much she loved it.  I told her that this was when the trouble and the mistakes started.
Chapter 2
         We were attending a block party on a Saturday night to celebrate the end of summer.  All the parents had gotten together and hired several babysitters to watch all of the kids so that the parents could drink, party, and stay out as late as we wanted.
         That was when Bob, Mr. Johnson, started in on me again.  I was getting very tired of this.  So instead of being nice I just, point blank, asked him what it was going to take to get him to stop hitting on me.  He was a little surprised by my outburst.  He recovered quickly and told me that if I would have sex with him just once that he would stop.  He looked like he meant it.  I don’t know why I said yes to him, but I just wanted the harassment to stop.
         Cindy asked me why I hadn’t told Dad what was going on.  I told her that I had told him on several occasions.  He told me to be firm, but friendly when telling him I wasn’t interested.
         After I realized what I had agreed to, I went to find your father to help me.  He was so messed up that he was no help at all.  I had no choice but to let Bob have his way with me or really piss him off.  I was so scared.
         Bob came and took me by the arm and lead me back to our house.  Most of the men sitting around with your father saw this and just smiled.  I think they knew what was about to happen. Â
         When we got back to our house Bob asked me what room would be best? I told him about the basement.  We had a bedroom set up for visitors down there.  It was much but it would do.  When we reached the bottom of the stairs Bob turned me around and kissed me.
         He carried me to the bed and laid me down.  We didn’t have a lot of time so there wasn’t much foreplay.  He spread my legs and started eating my pussy.  Bob was 6’4†and weighed at least 225 lbs.  He could easily eat my pussy and reach his hands up and play with my breasts and nipples. Â
         Cindy asked me why I was going into all of the gross details.  I replied that if she wanted to really understand what she saw downstairs then she would need to know these facts.  She shook her head and I continued.  I told her that there were a couple of details that she needed to remember about me. The first was that your father was a very good lover.  He knew just how to make a woman feel. He also had a nice size cock.
         So, here Bob was eating my pussy and playing with my boobs.  I came in less than a minute and kept cuming until he stopped eating me.  I was half drunk and horny as hell.  I needed sex!
         Bob stood up and took off his close.  I had always wondered if the stories about black men true.  Well, when Bob removed his pants and underwear I found out that those stories were true.  Bob was as big as your father but he wasn’t hard yet.
         Bob removed his cock from my mouth and climbed onto the bed with me.  I told him I didn’t think I could handle his cock.  He laughed and said most women say that but as long as he goes slow I would be fine.  I was so wet from him eating me and me cumming that it didn’t take much effort for Bob to get the head of his cock into my pussy.  I really knew I was in for a real fucking as he inched his way into my pussy.  I had the most intense orgasm before he got half of that monster in me.  He really started to push his way into me and began to pump in and out.  Each time he pumped in he went a little deeper.
         I was moaning and screaming with pleasure and pain.  He finally got all of his cock in me.
         Bob got up and started getting dressed.  I still couldn’t move.  Bob said he would see me back at the party and disappeared up the stairs.  What Bob and I didn’t know was that Dwayne, Mr. Allen, had snuck down stairs and had watched Bob fuck me.  I needed a minute to recover and laid my head back and closed my eyes.  I thought Bob had come back for seconds when I felt someone climb onto the bed.  My legs were still hitched up and he had easy access to my pussy.
         Dwayne came quickly and pulled out of me.  He dressed and left before I could recover and start complaining.  I was drunk, somewhat in shock, and total fucked out, and exhausted.  I made myself get up.  I worked my way slowly to my bedroom.  I tried to take a shower but my legs just would work well enough.
         A few minutes later I awoke to noises coming up the stairs.  It was Bob and his son Charlie bringing your father home.  They laid him on the bed and turned to leave.  I told Bob that I needed to talk to him and asked him to call me on Monday morning.  He smiled back at me.  I know he thinks I want another ride, but I wanted to tell him about Dwayne.
Chapter 3
         The next morning was Sunday.  We were able to sleep late because the babysitters were not supposed to bring the kids home until around 10 am.  I worked on fixing breakfast, but it wasn’t easy.  I had a mild headache from the beer.  But the rest of me was a total wreck.  My legs felt like I had run 18 miles.  My pussy was so sore that I couldn’t touch it.  My stomach area hurt too from all of the powerful orgasms.
         Your father wasn’t in any shape to notice my condition.  His headache was massive.  He walked around the house all day long with sunglasses on and an ice pack on his head.  I told Cindy that she got such a laugh at the two of us.  She had found ways to make loud noises just to watch her father jump.  The day past quickly and uneventfully.
         The next morning I got you ready for school and your father took you on his way to work.  I was glad that I didn’t have to get dressed and go out.  I was still sore and tried not to walk around too much.
         Just as I was picking up the phone to call Bob there was a knock at the back door.  I looked out the window and say that it was Bob.  I let him in, half expecting him to try and get in my pants again.  I couldn’t have been more wrong.  Bob looked very upset and start telling me how sorry he was about Saturday night.  He said that he wasn’t sorry that we had sex, that he wasn’t sorry that he had been dogging me about it for months, but he was sorry that I had agreed to do it just to get rid of him.  He explained that he had never forced anyone into having sex with him.  He kept saying that he was sorry.  It was clear that he didn’t know anything about Dwayne.
         I stopped Bob and told him that Saturday night was in the past.  I said that it couldn’t happen again but that I had enjoyed it much more than I should have.  Bob smiled until I told him that Dwayne had watched us and that he had fucked me after he had left.
         Bob told me that the best thing to do was to let him handle it.  Dwayne had a big mouth and probably already told all his buddies what had happened.  Bob said that the good thing about it was that nobody believed that big mouth.  Bob said that he would talk to Dwayne but that the best thing to do for now was nothing.  I really didn’t have a choice but to let Bob handle.
         I asked Bob what this protection was going to cost me.  He looked hurt, but responded by saying that he had told me that he would never do anything with me again that I didn’t ask him to do.  He got up and left without saying another word.
         I thought everything had gone back to normal.  Nothing happened for the next four days.
Chapter 4
         On Friday morning, around 10 am, I was in the basement doing the laundry.  I heard a knock on the basement door and I opened it.  It was Dwayne and one of his loser friends Tom.  I never knew Tom’s last name.  Dwayne just walked in past me without even saying hello.  He looked pissed off.  He ordered me to tell Tom that he had fucked me on Saturday night.  I played dumb.  That only pissed him off more.  He yelled that nobody believed him.  I asked him why they should believe such a lie.
         Dwayne said that I had loved it and had begged him to keep doing it.  He said that everybody would believe him after today, he had a witness.  Tom looked shocked at that and wanted nothing to do with what Dwayne had planned.  But he didn’t leave either.  He just watched as Dwayne pinned me against the wall and started undressing me.  He was so big and tall.  All he had to do was to grab both of my wrists with one hand and lift me almost off the ground.  He used the other hand to strip me naked.  I fought as hard as I could but it was useless.  As soon as I was completely naked Dwayne picked me up and carried me over to the same bed that he had fucked me on Saturday night.  I begged him to stop but he didn’t care.  He climbed on top of me in a 69 position and began eating my pussy.  He kept trying to stick his cock in my mouth but I managed to avoid it, for a while.
         I reminded Cindy how I reacted to having my pussy eaten.  I had a tear in my eye as I told her this.
         I lost track of time, but it couldn’t have been long before I cam for the first time.  It was very intense.  A minute or two later a second and stronger orgasm hit me.  I almost passed out.  It was Dwayne’s movements that brought me back to reality.  He was about to cum in my mouth and I knew there wasn’t anything I could do about it.
         I felt a second set of hands start to move me as Dwayne climbed off of my body.  I was moved up onto my hands and knees.  I don’t know when or what part of what just happened that gave Tom the idea that I was having a good time.  But when I opened my eyes to see who was moving me I say that Tom had removed his clothes and was now putting his cock in my face.  He wasn’t as big as Bob or Dwayne.  His cock was about 10†long and skinner.  I had no intention of sucking his cock.
         My pussy was still tight, but not as bad as Saturday night.  Dwayne went deeper with each stroke until he had his entire cock in me.  It still blew my mind that anyone could get a fat 12†cock all the way into my tiny pussy.  But I felt his balls hitting my clit each time he pounded into me.  Tom was trying to do the same with my mouth.  He kept pushing deeper until I would gag.  It didn’t take long before I was cumming again.  Tom took full advantage also.  He really pushed hard with his cock into my mouth.  The next thing I knew my nose was buried in pubic hair and his balls were hitting my chin.
         As soon as Tom finished he pulled out.  Another orgasm hit me and Dwayne followed it by cumming himself.  I was wasted and couldn’t move if I wanted to.  I felt Dwayne pull out of my soaked pussy.  Tom wasted no time filling me back up.  He was different though.  He would fuck for a minute and then pull completely out.  When he was out he would rub his cock on my clit and on my asshole.  I had no idea what he was doing until he started pushing the head of his cock into my asshole.
         Dwayne and Tom continued to take turns on me all morning long.  They each fucked me three times and shot off into my mouth two more times.  My ass had been fucked, as had my throat.  I may have missed a few but I made sure to keep count of the number of orgasms I had.  If my memory was correct I came 18 times in the three hours that these two men fucked me.  I was embarrassed at how my body had reacted to this assault.  But on the other hand I had never felt so alive.  The only reason they stopped was because of the time.
Chapter 5
         Bob called me on Sunday afternoon.  I told him that Dwayne and paid me another visit and that he had brought company.  I could tell that Bob was pissed even though he was quite on the phone.  He told me he would take care of it.  He was cussing as he hung up the phone.
         On Monday morning Bob showed up at the back door.  I asked him inside but he said I needed to come outside with him for a minute.
         Bob asked Dwayne if there was something he wanted to say to me.  He told me that he was sorry about Saturday and Friday.  He said that he would not be bothering me anymore.  Before I could answer Bob said “I’m sure that you won’t.  But to make sure you don’t forget or that any of your stupid friends decides to pay the lady a visit let me make sure you rememberâ€.  With that, the other two young men started beating the hell out of Dwayne.  I tried to get Bob to stop them, but he said that I didn’t understand the streets.  This message needed to be sent.  Or would you rather have black men knocking on your door ever day looking for a quick fuck? I wanted neither and managed to get Bob to stop the beating.
         Bob got into Dwayne’s face and told him that I belonged to him and nobody touched his woman but him.  Dwayne shook his head in acknowledgement and ran out as soon as he was freed.
         Bob was right about a lot of things.  The whistles and catcalls stopped when I was out shopping.  There were no other surprise visitors.  And it was kind of nice having a simple lunch out with Bob every other week.  Everything at home was ok too.  I told Cindy that she was loving school.  Your father was happy at work and at home.  The only problem I had was that I was horny all the time.  I made love with your father every night for the next two weeks.
         I explained that I had had sex four times, on two days with black men, and had cum more times on those occasions that I had in years.  I also explained that I had never had such strong orgasms until then.  Sex with your father was great and I did cum.  But it was a plain vanilla kind of orgasm.  I used my fingers to get off almost every day.  I think that was why I enjoyed having lunch with Bob.  There was always a possibility that I would have a big black cock inside me again.  It never happened and I always felt guilty, but it didn’t change things.
         Things changed for me on a Saturday morning about two weeks later.  I was buying the groceries at the local market.  I didn’t like the look at the zucchini that was on the shelf.  Robbie was a young black kid that worked in the produce department.
         I didn’t know that a black man could blush but there was no mistaking it.  Robbie was lost for words.  He tried to apologize and actually looked scared.  I asked him what had gotten him hard like that.
         I told Cindy that I could only guess, but that his cock appeared to be bigger than your father’s and Tom’s.  It was not as big as Bob or Dwayne, which would make Robbie’s cock was about 11â€.  It felt silky to the touch, but very very hard.  The more I touched it the more uncomfortable Robbie got.
         I went back to sucking on Robbie’s cock.  He relaxed enough to put his hands on the back of my head and started pumping.  Being young and oversexed, it took Robbie no time to fill my mouth with cum.  I swallowed as much as I could but some leaked from both sides of my mouth.
Chapter 6
         As soon as I saw you and your father I felt like such a slut.  I had no idea why I was acting that way.  I love you and your father.  I didn’t want to cheat on him or endanger our life together by causing your father to divorce me.  But I wanted to cum like I had cum before.  It wasn’t that your father didn’t take care of me sexually.  I needed something he couldn’t give me.
         What I needed was someone to talk to about this. .