"Oh no," Ellyn replied quickly, "it's nothing like that, but in a way I wish it were!!!" Now placing her hand on the young girl's arm she said gently, "Don't worry, dear, nothing can be as bad as all that, now come on now, tell me what's bothering you!!!" With her chin touching her chest and unable to look her teacher in the eye she went on in barely audible tones, "I-I think that I'm gay, no, I know that I'm gay!!!" The stunned teacher stared at the beautiful eighteen year old and asked softly, "Honey, how do you know that you're a lesbian, are you sure!?!" "I just know," she said while beginning to sob quietly to herself, "it's just something a person knows about herself, oh darn, I knew I shouldn't have come here, I'm sorry Miss Gray, I'll just leave now!!!" As Ellyn began to rise up out of her chair, Miss Gray took her by the arm and had her sit back down while asking, "Have you had any experiences with girls, dear, I mean sexually of course!?!" A now red faced Ellyn replied, "W-well, not really, but in the locker room I get all squishy inside when I see the other girls naked, and I have absolutely no interest in boys at all!!!" Now patting the poor child on the arm to comfort her, Miss Gray asked in a slightly husky voice, "Do you masturbate thinking about other girls!!!" With a shame covered face Ellyn replied softly, "Yes, ma'am, and I just can't help myself, every night I pray that I can get to sleep without touching myself, but I never can!!!" Miss Gray looked at the clock on the wall and opined, "I don't want you to think that I'm giving you the short shrift, but I do have a lot of work to do, but if you're free this evening, I want you to come visit me at this address, I'll be looking for you at about seven!!!" Ellyn picked up the slip of paper that had an street number written in long hand, and after a moment or two of hesitation she replied softly, "Okay, Miss Gray, I'll be there!!!Ellyn had ridden past the majestic old apartment building a thousand times without ever realizing that Miss Gray lived there! She pressed the button on apartment 4D and was immediately buzzed in! The elevator ride seemed to take forever, and when she got off on the fourth floor, she could see Miss Gray standing in the hallway in front of her open apartment door!!! "Come on in, Ellyn," her teacher said while ushering her inside, "you didn't have any trouble finding the place did you!?!" "Uh, no," Ellyn replied a little nervously, "I've always admired your building when we drove past it, it's very nice!!!" "Why thank you, dear," Miss Gray answered quickly, "would you care for something to drink, maybe a soda or something?!?" "No, I'm fine," Ellyn replied, "we just finished dinner so I'm okay!!!" For the first time since she entered the apartment Ellyn noticed that Miss Gray was wearing a silk lounging robe, and while it wasn't revealing in any way, she got a gooey feeling inside of her just the same!!! She felt even more queasy when Miss Gray took her by the arm and led her to the sofa where they both sat down side by side!!! "Now," Miss Gray asked, "where were we when we had to cut our conversation short this afternoon!?!”When Ellyn didn't answer, Miss Gray gently recalled, "Oh, I remember now, we were talking about how you masturbated every night thinking about other girls, isn't that right!?!" With her head bowed, Ellyn replied softly, "Yes, ma'am, I guess that's right!!!" "Well, let's talk about that for a minute," Miss Gray replied, "what is it you like about naked women, dear!?!" Oh how dreadfully embarrassing this all was, but with her cheeks glowing a bright red she stammered, "Well, you know, I just like them, that's all!!!" "Hmmmmm, I see,"Miss Gray said softly, "do you like to see their breasts?!?" Now in an even smaller voice Ellyn replied, "Yes, ma'am!!! "What about their vaginas, do you ever wonder what it would be like to put your mouth on one, or have them put their mouths on you!?!" Now totally mortified Ellyn mumbled, "S-sometimes, sometimes I think about it!!!" "When you're masturbating," Miss Gray pressed on!?! Again the answer was yes, but being so embarrassed, Ellyn never lifted her eyes from the floor!!!"Don't be ashamed, child," the older lady said while softly rubbing Ellyn's thigh, "you're not alone in this boat by any means, you've got a lot of company!!!" For the first time since they sat down Ellyn turned to face her teacher and asked, "How do you know that, unless.